I Was Born, To Tell You I Love You

okay, so here's the picture; kinna late, i know. i was just too lazy to put it up.

agh, i wanna write, but i'm too lazy. so i guess i will some other time.

as of april 24, no longer single; i love my baby<3

kay'bye(:

The End Has Come

it's so sad to think that break has come to an end and tomorrow there's school. but for the most part, my break was fun and i can't wait for summer (: so for the week of spring break i had, this was all that i had accomplished(;
friday: i went to the gym with sierra then hit up the mall, saw hella people, like alina and anthony (:
saturday: nothing.
sunday: church, and it was easter(:
monday: hung out with shawn and meghan (:
tuesday: went shopping with my mom and sister then went for a walk to see the sun set, that didn't work out (;
wednesday: hung out with nic writing our script, walking around the water tower and sanctuary and watching the sun set; super fun day(:
thursday: i think this day had to be best(: lexi and i walked to castle rock to drop off a movie at her friend's house. then we walked down the fire road and had staring contests with cows, then we pretended we were in the lion king while at rancho(: [that was a fun adventure(: ] then we walked back home and hung out with darius, tiffany, alex costa, and don. that was fun(:
friday: i had cleaning to do, then my aunt and uncle came over to spend the weekend.
saturday: nothaaaang but computer and hella hyper late at night(: then i tried pulling an all-nighter :D but i'm not gonna go into that -.-'
sunday: nothing but hanging around and getting ready for tomorrow. -.-

i miss alina and sierra ! ♥

wellp, i'mma go do something worth my time(:
buh-bye<3

I'm Afraid Of Losing You

fuck it.
i don't feel like writing.
the day was good, then you killed it.
bye.

"pain is unavoidable, suffering is optional."

You're My Best Friend, Best Of All Best Friends

ai ai ai ! sierra and alina are, beyond compare, the best fucking friends in the world. no joke. today was ugly and gay, and then there was lunch. alina, sierra and i decided to go find jordyn in the theater room, which isn't even more than twenty steps away, and that's when alina whipped out her camera. the whole lunch period we spent laughing and taking pictures while making our way to, and from, the theater room. and theeeen ! after school, alina and i sat in the back of the bus and we took morrre pictures ! (: i love her, she's awethome(: so alina and sierra totally made my day, especially with the nerdy picture which has yet to come, i shall post it when i recieve it (:

spring break is in two days now(: i can't wait. even though i won't be able to see my bessst fraaans because one is going to texas and the other, is doing something like errday(x but it's all good. so, these are my plans so far;
friday: going to watch the hannah montana movie with lexi and nic; then hitting up the gym with sierra.
saturday: sleeping in ghetto tent with lexi.
sunday: church, then who knows what.
monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday: no plans yet, somewhere along this time period will be a walk around sanctuary, castle rock, AND rancho(: aaand also, finishing lexi, nic, and i's movie.
sunday: church, then who knows what.
let's make some plans to fill in those empty, and boring, days (:

well, today was a good day thanks to sierra and alina♥ now imma wait for the picture, which i will then post.
until then,
buh-bye(:

Don't Wait 'Cause You'll Just Waste Your Time

Why is it that when you lose a best friend it doesn't hurt that bad, but when you're in love and lose that person, it kills you ? Why is it that people abuse the word love ? And why is love such a small word with such a large concept, or meaning if you will ? Going through losing someone, or on the verge of it, kills you inside and changes your relationship with that person. No one likes that feeling and you always want it to go away, but what if when it goes away, it's worse than before ? This is what i fear, losing one of the very few amount of people that mean the world to me and i would do anything for. I've loved you for a while now, and everything i say i mean, but why is it that this hurts ? i've been told many times to watch out 'cause this may happen, but i didn't believe it, i didn't want to think of it like that, but as it turns out, i did get hurt, and our relationship has changed, and i know you know that. what i don't understand is, how this is so hard for you even though you promised you would never leave me. but just so you know:
i love you. and always will. forever, i promised. and even if you do, i will never leave you.

iloveyou<3